Thursday morning~

On my way to work,I thought of what should I do with my own future.
I couldnt and shouldnt just sit and wait.It will be as good as being a useless slob.

I know where my problems are.

Personally I do not have that real confidence.
I mean I can easily put up a good front with enough practice.
But when it comes to really putting my own hands to work,I lack of that same confidence and hence the drive and motivation.

Secondly I do not have a strong,determined clear vision of what's ahead,perhaps like most people.
Or at least I do not know what I should and really wanna be doing.
This is a real hindrance.

Thirdly I am lacking of self motivation and drive.That I think comes from the first pt I mentioned.

I know to get ahead,I gotta self psycho myself to get rid of all that.

I dun wanna sit and wait for NIE,and then decide.

I should really start thinking and planning for now.

=<